i don’t care about the late nights. i don’t care about the internet fights. i don’t care about those things I said or what you thought about lying in bed. i don’t care if I feel lazy. i don’t care if i get tongue tied. all i need is reassurance that everything will be alright. all i care about is myself and the things that make me happy but right now that seems to be nothing. and i know it’s not right to take for granted but my life is going no way that i planned it. i know you’re gone for good this time. it’s bitter sweet and I don’t know why.